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lagi lame lg byk dugaan...buat mase skrg ni tableyh nak pilih lg nak mane satu...muahahah...lepas btol2 bersedia br la bley pilih nak mane satu...huhu...byk nye lah waiting list 'things should/need to buy' tuk next month nih...padahal esk da november...hahaha...

harini nyanyi lagu ni kayh people :p

I WILL SURVIVE - GLORIA GAYNOR

First I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on
and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive

It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
Now I hold my head up high
and you see me
somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person
still in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
now I'm saving all my loving
for someone who's loving me

saya yg sensitive....sgt dan teramat...darn...mengapakah...tak phm laa...bende kecik2 pon nak terase aku nih...tp kalo tade perasaan pon susah gak...just wanna highlight it that i'm so sensitive...tp senang je nak lupekan bende sensitive tuh dgn tido and the next day will be the new me...the happy go lucky me..hopefully...insyaallah...aminnn....ok skrg nak tdo so that bole lupekan ape je yg terjadi harini and be the new me tomorrow yg akan dpt byk gla workloads due to my manager ade meeting ngan agm dr kol 3-10.30pm....giloo hape...

sedap ke?

setelah di record suara dan hasil teliti seorang diri, didapati suara saya tak sedap pon...ahahahahahah.....gile gelak setan...tp ade hati nak karaoke...tantah bebudak yg karaoke ngan aku tuh tension je ngan aku yg suke pegang mic....muahahahaha....lepas ni nak g camping plk lah...pas 2 nak g water rafting...pas tu nak g barbeque-ing...pas 2 nak g naik mount kinabalu...pastu nak g cycling...byk sungguh berangan nih...ok dah...nak melayan perasaan sorang2....

plan everything for nothing...

i hate it when everything that i already plan gave the worst ever turn out...so, i won't plan anything from now on.full stop.

p/s: paling malas kalo nak membengkak kan mate memalam bute ni and esk pagi plk pegi off ngan mate bole bukak 1/8...mate ni dah la kecik...bertambah kecik la esk ni...bagus sekali...

curiousity...

is it about ME or .....??

uit uit

harini banyak keje and smpi tak terkeja buat keje sumerang...and i keep on survey barang2 keinginanku...ngahahah...but actually i like it when i have work to do compare to tade keje lansung..bapak bosan...or am i workaholic? hurmm...haha... :p

selalu mengalah - seventeen

Selalu Mengalah - Seventeen

jelaskan padaku isi hatimu
seberapa besar kau yakin padaku
untuk tetap bisa bertahan denganku
menjaga cinta ini

pertengkaran yang terjadi
seperti semua salahku
mengapa selalu aku yang mengalah
tak pernahkah kau berfikir
sedikit tentang hatiku
mengapa ku yang harus selalu mengalah
pantaskah hatiku masih bisa bersamamu

jelaskan padaku isi hatimu
seberapa besar kau yakin padaku
untuk tetap bisa bertahan denganku
menjaga cinta ini

mengapa selalu aku yang mengalah
tak pernahkah kau berfikir
sedikit tentang hatiku
mengapa ku yang harus selalu mengalah
pantaskah hatiku masih bisa bersamamu
2X

melayan perasaan...

POST HARI INI AGAK MEMBOSANKAN N PANJANG SIKIT...SO SESAPE RASE TADE MASE, SILE LAH PEGI BLOG LAIN TUK BACE POST YG PENDEK2 SHJ...ahahahah...

have u ever been in the middle of something...i'm not sure i should tell korang2 or not...since tade specific org that i wanna share it...so, let korang2 yg i don't know sape yg akan bace or not...at the momment rasenye quite stress la kan kalo jd org tengah...the thing is, i should respect both parties...it'a A n B...A need to respect B due to some circumstances la kan...but the both show their ego...and can't be tolerate...at the time being i need to respect A more than B...So, i hope B show ur respect to A...that's all i need to say....before this i always kept it to myself whatever A n B say about each other...at the pressure at mainly point at me...so, now i'm not going to masok info dlm otak and store store store...sekarang ni, i'll let it out...or, korang ckp sendrik je senang...malas da nak pk or plan ape...dah penat da...kalo dedue pon nak mempertahankan ego masing2, i'll go my way...pegi la keje kat lua dr malaysia ni...malas da nak pk...the more i think about it the more my heart bleed...

lagi satu punye hal is my iphone ni haa...it gonna cost me rm 530 to replace the screen yg crack ni...tak pepasal je abis duit ke situ...tp tak sure lg nak replace the screen or bli baru je next year...muahahaha....lagi tension, lagi banyak barang aku nak beli bagi duit sume abis...geram plk...simpan byk2 pastu sume pon nak buat hal..lebey baik aku bli je barang2 ape yg aku suke...and skrg ni, i always express my feeling through karaoke..haha...aku akan ajak je sesape yg minat karaoke pegi melalak..tak kesah r sore sumbang ke tak...janji nak nyanyi...sumbang sumbing blkg cite...asalkan dt kluar sume perasaan yg dok terpendam nih...dedulu slalu bzkan diri g climb...skrg ni susah sket due kereta crv kene curik harituh...than my kembara tuh sudah menjadi kereta universal...cheittt...nak bebas pon susah...so, i can go out after office hour je smpi tgh mlm or pagi bute..the next morning my mom wanna use the only kembara to go to her office...as for me, my dad will send me to the office and my mom will fetch plk mase balik...kalo nak g shopping hari jumaat pon susah...nak merewang2 pon susah...terpakselah tdo disurau time lunch...hehe...usually i don't eat heavy lunch...minum milo n crackers je...kalo ade kua2 g survey tuh depends gak r...bole kire brape kali mkn nasi time lunch or breakfast...mmg jarang r...kat sne dah r mostly laki at my department tuh...pompan ade gak r...but not as friendly as i think... i've been working with TM sri gombak almost 2 months dah...dlu AGM Mr.Zulzahrin...skrg ni Mr.Loga plk...drg kate die ni a bit fussy...tp tatau laa...we never bump each other...cuak pon ade...4 months to go and it denps on telekom either want to absorb me or not...kalo absorb sonang la sket with my loan telekom tuh..hehe...skrg ni susah carik keje...(i know..i know...it's not ur fault...just saba je k) tak kesah la bond with them 10 years ke...asalkan bekerje...i ni xde la suke sgt terperuk dok umah je...lebey baik lah g keje dr dok umah...tp kalo dah ade segalanya n tayah nak susah payah carik duit tuk baya loan telekom semate2 tuh mmg kalo bleyh nak bkk francise je...every month dpt duit free2..hehe...every year pg melancong...wahh seronok je...cite psl melancong i'm thinking or nak pegi umrah lagi la...ade sesape nak bawak tak...nak mencari ketenangan kejap...kat malaysia ni mmg jiwa tak tenang je...ade je syetan2 yg suke je nak menyesatkan aku ni haa...pg berhibur je keje...hishhh...

esk keje...da kol 12.10am tp tak tdo2 lg...ni sume gara2 siang da bantai tdo berjam jam jam jam...rasenye celik mata 3 jam je kot...

haa...nak bgtau ni...my hse almost finish da ni...tapiiiiiiiiii....tdi contractor dtg nak offer buat kolam ikan plk kat lua tuh...ayarkkk..!! and kerje2 cari gali korek mengorek will be start next week...and will be end another 3 months from now tuk settlekan everything...hurmmm...so, i cant do anything and u should understand what i face ryte now...so, bak kate nabil....lu pikir lah sendrik...sbb aku da malas nak pk dah...da byk sgt bende nak pk sbb tanak sakitkan hati each person that i care...so, that's it...

and and anddd....tp pg la survey kg pengantin kat jln genting klang...since bli wall light n down light kat area2 c2 gak...tp tuh kalo wat mlm je cantik kot...kalo siang sure panas menggelegak and tade fan yg ade air tuh..ape tah name die...kg pengantin is an open air...so, there'll be no air cond there...ptg tdi plk ujan...lecak2 tmpt tuh...nmpk mcm serabut la plk...the parking space tuh blom proper lagi...and the manager yg manage kg pengantin tu plk satu kg ngan my parents...mmg kenal la my uncle tuh...my uncle r..bkn my nenek..haha...tah la pape la...tp the price tuh same je ngan price merak kayangan tuk siang nye price...

so, saya kembali balik rumah ngan dukacita xdpt lg lampu yg diidamkan tuk memenuhi ruang bilik tidur ku...activiti search for my wall light will continue next week plk...and now i wanna watch american next top model...btw, saye suke brittany..!!! comel saja die tuh...mcm saya..!! ahaha...ye perasan..tp lantak la kan...

p/s: nak ikot adeliza pg bercuti january nnt..!!! sile lah belanje flight ticket sahaja...yg lain aku tanggung sendrik..ahahah :p

retak seribu sejuta sebillion...

retak seribu....uuuwwwwaaaaa......br je sethn lebeyh.... :(( :(( uuuwaaaa.....nak blog pon da tade perasaan daa....br je nak enterframe blk kat dunia blogging nih... :(((( :(((( haritu kereta...harini gadget plk....uuuuuwwwwwaaaaaaa..................!!!!!! :(( :(( :(( :(( damn it...sumenye gara2 ice cream chocolate sundae mcd...tah malas nak layan...

tired lorrr...

penatnyeeeeee.....!!!

-i'll be back bebeyh-