melayan perasaan...

POST HARI INI AGAK MEMBOSANKAN N PANJANG SIKIT...SO SESAPE RASE TADE MASE, SILE LAH PEGI BLOG LAIN TUK BACE POST YG PENDEK2 SHJ...ahahahah...

have u ever been in the middle of something...i'm not sure i should tell korang2 or not...since tade specific org that i wanna share it...so, let korang2 yg i don't know sape yg akan bace or not...at the momment rasenye quite stress la kan kalo jd org tengah...the thing is, i should respect both parties...it'a A n B...A need to respect B due to some circumstances la kan...but the both show their ego...and can't be tolerate...at the time being i need to respect A more than B...So, i hope B show ur respect to A...that's all i need to say....before this i always kept it to myself whatever A n B say about each other...at the pressure at mainly point at me...so, now i'm not going to masok info dlm otak and store store store...sekarang ni, i'll let it out...or, korang ckp sendrik je senang...malas da nak pk or plan ape...dah penat da...kalo dedue pon nak mempertahankan ego masing2, i'll go my way...pegi la keje kat lua dr malaysia ni...malas da nak pk...the more i think about it the more my heart bleed...

lagi satu punye hal is my iphone ni haa...it gonna cost me rm 530 to replace the screen yg crack ni...tak pepasal je abis duit ke situ...tp tak sure lg nak replace the screen or bli baru je next year...muahahaha....lagi tension, lagi banyak barang aku nak beli bagi duit sume abis...geram plk...simpan byk2 pastu sume pon nak buat hal..lebey baik aku bli je barang2 ape yg aku suke...and skrg ni, i always express my feeling through karaoke..haha...aku akan ajak je sesape yg minat karaoke pegi melalak..tak kesah r sore sumbang ke tak...janji nak nyanyi...sumbang sumbing blkg cite...asalkan dt kluar sume perasaan yg dok terpendam nih...dedulu slalu bzkan diri g climb...skrg ni susah sket due kereta crv kene curik harituh...than my kembara tuh sudah menjadi kereta universal...cheittt...nak bebas pon susah...so, i can go out after office hour je smpi tgh mlm or pagi bute..the next morning my mom wanna use the only kembara to go to her office...as for me, my dad will send me to the office and my mom will fetch plk mase balik...kalo nak g shopping hari jumaat pon susah...nak merewang2 pon susah...terpakselah tdo disurau time lunch...hehe...usually i don't eat heavy lunch...minum milo n crackers je...kalo ade kua2 g survey tuh depends gak r...bole kire brape kali mkn nasi time lunch or breakfast...mmg jarang r...kat sne dah r mostly laki at my department tuh...pompan ade gak r...but not as friendly as i think... i've been working with TM sri gombak almost 2 months dah...dlu AGM Mr.Zulzahrin...skrg ni Mr.Loga plk...drg kate die ni a bit fussy...tp tatau laa...we never bump each other...cuak pon ade...4 months to go and it denps on telekom either want to absorb me or not...kalo absorb sonang la sket with my loan telekom tuh..hehe...skrg ni susah carik keje...(i know..i know...it's not ur fault...just saba je k) tak kesah la bond with them 10 years ke...asalkan bekerje...i ni xde la suke sgt terperuk dok umah je...lebey baik lah g keje dr dok umah...tp kalo dah ade segalanya n tayah nak susah payah carik duit tuk baya loan telekom semate2 tuh mmg kalo bleyh nak bkk francise je...every month dpt duit free2..hehe...every year pg melancong...wahh seronok je...cite psl melancong i'm thinking or nak pegi umrah lagi la...ade sesape nak bawak tak...nak mencari ketenangan kejap...kat malaysia ni mmg jiwa tak tenang je...ade je syetan2 yg suke je nak menyesatkan aku ni haa...pg berhibur je keje...hishhh...

esk keje...da kol 12.10am tp tak tdo2 lg...ni sume gara2 siang da bantai tdo berjam jam jam jam...rasenye celik mata 3 jam je kot...

haa...nak bgtau ni...my hse almost finish da ni...tapiiiiiiiiii....tdi contractor dtg nak offer buat kolam ikan plk kat lua tuh...ayarkkk..!! and kerje2 cari gali korek mengorek will be start next week...and will be end another 3 months from now tuk settlekan everything...hurmmm...so, i cant do anything and u should understand what i face ryte now...so, bak kate nabil....lu pikir lah sendrik...sbb aku da malas nak pk dah...da byk sgt bende nak pk sbb tanak sakitkan hati each person that i care...so, that's it...

and and anddd....tp pg la survey kg pengantin kat jln genting klang...since bli wall light n down light kat area2 c2 gak...tp tuh kalo wat mlm je cantik kot...kalo siang sure panas menggelegak and tade fan yg ade air tuh..ape tah name die...kg pengantin is an open air...so, there'll be no air cond there...ptg tdi plk ujan...lecak2 tmpt tuh...nmpk mcm serabut la plk...the parking space tuh blom proper lagi...and the manager yg manage kg pengantin tu plk satu kg ngan my parents...mmg kenal la my uncle tuh...my uncle r..bkn my nenek..haha...tah la pape la...tp the price tuh same je ngan price merak kayangan tuk siang nye price...

so, saya kembali balik rumah ngan dukacita xdpt lg lampu yg diidamkan tuk memenuhi ruang bilik tidur ku...activiti search for my wall light will continue next week plk...and now i wanna watch american next top model...btw, saye suke brittany..!!! comel saja die tuh...mcm saya..!! ahaha...ye perasan..tp lantak la kan...

p/s: nak ikot adeliza pg bercuti january nnt..!!! sile lah belanje flight ticket sahaja...yg lain aku tanggung sendrik..ahahah :p