stresssss

lack of update...kesian blog saya ni..dah tersadai n lalang panjang menari2..ye laa..mne tak nye, i'm the one who take care of mu'izz...si husband pergi mencari rezeki di luar semenanjung..dah la kiterang xboleh ikut sekali...blk pon 2x seminggu..tu pon sabtu n ahad je dpt jumpe...demam sakit sume i'm the one who take control...bilik n baju2 sume kemas n basuh sendrik...NO MAID okeyhhh...!!!! kadang2 tu stress gak..mne tak nye..bgn pg xsmpt nk kemas bilik..then g off..blk2 tgk bilik sepah due to xsmpt kemas bilik...mop pon kne sendrik..kalo nk harapkan husband blk on sat or sun tuh mmg die xkan tlg la...everything is on me...lagi2 kalo mu'izz tgh demam...mmg xtdo malam la jawabnye...after this mmg akan searching for maid plak...or i'll berhenti kerja je...jd Surirumah...!!! since mu'izz ni br 10 mths, i can't simply tinggal dia sorang2..kang entah ape la die kutip mkn...dah la harituh jatuh katil...kesian die...skrg ni tdo atas lantai je everyday...katil tu wat sbg perhiasan je tgh2 dunia...nak tolak berat...dah mintak tlg tolakkan, tade org nak tolong..pastu camne...dah la lack of update...tetibe update je tros nak emo2 plak...lantak la...stressssss...no wonder susu makin kurang...asek stresssss je....taktau nak luangkan camne da...tetibe meletup2 mcm gunung berapi da ni...